Realization

Small things really matter in my life. A new beginning of another part of my journey is just ahead. And when I was drawing deep inside my soul, I feel like I was waiting for this.

When u have to walk and there is no road to walk on, how do u feel? Searching for a new thing is always interesting. While I was talking today, at this night (2.15am), with my sis, she identify that, I have always interest for exceptions. And that’s the base from where all the problems start from. Most important thing is that, what ever I want to do, I need to enjoy that, or love that. Or at least I have to have some interest on that. I am good at only those activities that I find something new, interesting, where you can solve problems your ways, and create or implement your ideas. But that can’t bring the consistency.

Now, some of the renowned people are telling me that, I have to understand what others want from me or what the situation demands. Mostly, I have to learn how to hide myself in a crowd! I also realize the urgency of that. Yes, to change a system, you need to be a part of the systems. I knew that, but I can’t be that. Living in uncertainty is never being easy. But that’s also a part of life. This time I will also be the part of the system.

I have taken this quiz test 3^rd time in a raw and the result is still same!

So lets share it ..IF I were in 24 I would be..

You are part Jack Bauer. You are an aggressive and heroic figure. You think rules are only for kids, and try to break them at least once everyday (or hour). You like to get help from others especially your best friends. To complete a task, you are willing to do whatever it takes - be it the right way or the wrong one[ is it?!]. Also, you could totally kick Chuck Norris' ass.

You are part Bill Buchanan. You are a law abiding citizen and in your world, rules are the driving force behind anything and everything. Your leadership charisma is something talked about by others, and instead of doing things differently you do different things. You have an uncanny knack of staying calm in tense situations and your tone is testimony to that. Keep the cool attitude and you will surely overcome the most perilous situations.

If I were a Disney princess I would be Belle and Cinderella

Its’ a tie!

You are part Belle (I forget the story..Hihihih) you are strong [I love to be], deep (like deep blue sea! Just kidding...) and you are not a slave to petty superficial things. You are independent and allow yourself to see inner beauty without sacrificing your values (it is the most difficult task now!!). You are almost too good of a person!!!(Oh!! what a pampering!)

You are part Cinderella!! You are hard working and never complain, however, your trust is sometimes misplaced (who didn’t have this experience??) and people sometimes take advantages of you[i really helpless about it..but improving hahha]. Still, you are beautiful inside and out (AHA ;)), and one day you will realize it and find true love!!(hey that’s sound real boring)

LOL..:D That’s interesting! Do you want to know Which Disney Princess you are? Check it out www.brainfall.com

Some of these words are so true that I am speech less ;) hihihih…

Old memories!!!

14 th April was the NOBO BORSHO( beginning of Bengali new year).....But for the first time I didn't go out of my home in this day! I just don't want to!(mom was really sad for that)... ..

The day starts with "Pani vhat"( rice+water!) and different types of "Vartas"[ I really like to eat :) but can’t explain you what type of food this is!] and reading "Chokro" by Sirsendu. After a long long time, a day just for myself, whatever way I want to spend it,

I can!!!

I like Eva’s Shari, and the way she dressed for PAYLA Baishak (1st day of Bengali New Year!) and she was prepared for the concert at My University! L.R.B (a very famous band) came to our concert and they announced to go for hunt of talented singers(!!) as they were very much impressed of our singing! I wish I was there! I really missed that!

Though it’s not her first time at any of my university concert, and most of AIUBIANs know that I have a TWIN. But still….One girl (I couldn’t find out who is she) came to Eva and ask her, did we know each other? Eva smiled ;D(as we have to often face this situation! hihihih) and said “No”! Then the girl said, “But I knew a girl like you!” Then Eva replied,” But she has short hair!” The girl looked at her shocked! My sis smiled (with all her teeth) and said “We are twin!” And my sis’s friends (her gang) didn’t understand what’s going on! (ha-ha)

Being twin is not bad! And recently we both are missing our school & college days’ funs that we had! I was leader of Trojans’ and Eva was Spartans’ (anti party)! As it was our 1^st year of college and most of girls of Holy Cross didn’t learn yet how to recognize us (as my hair was not short that time; D) So most of the time, they told Eva about the plan that we had for the annual sports to beat Spartans (thinking that its ETHA!) and same to her group! Though after six months, if someone told us “ Oh! You are twin!”, then my friends got very angry and asked us, ” you are twin?!” as we are just opposite of each other.

I was really sad today. But if you have some true friends around you…it doesn’t take time to smile :) again!...

Ikrra Bikra Dhum!!

I have tremendous pain in my gum, as my wisdom teeth (akkel dath) are start growing. I hardly can open my mouth while I want to eat!! Its seem like that when ever you have some knowledge of wisdom(!!), to express it, you have to take some pain!! (Just kidding, I need to go to the Dentist! you can check out this site http://www.doctorndtv.com [if you are a doctor then u should check it out!] hey that’s an Indian web! I didn't notice. And at last I watch "Guru" today! Some of the incidents and dialogs remind me the film "Aviator". But I like the Hindi flavor as well...)

Yesterday night, Bangladesh again lost against England :( While I was watching the match under the blanket (: D) I wonder how could I write about this match when my country is loosing! Then suddenly I realize, how Bangladeshi sports reporters may feel while they have to write about the Match!! Though our bowlers have played really well otherwise why England has to take 45 overs! I don't know if the semifinal dream is yet over or not! But fortune favors the Brave! And what ever our boys lost or won.....They are brave enough as tigers! : D

Last eight overs, England needed eight runs to win and next 3 overs were median!! Then I though, if we can't take nay more wicket lets not give them any opportunity to run! Even the last deciding run was not easy for the English to take; D

But still I am sad and now we need result!! Well not only Bangladeshi cricketers are changed! Supporters as well!
Cheers to us!!!

WIN ....WIN and ..WIN....

wow wow wow.....

Everyone knows what happened at 7th APRIL.YH we won against South Africa!

I was really upset, the way our boyz were playing after entering the super eight.But I never loss my faith on them.

That day, my TV card was not working!and my twin sis was not yet come from her medical.So, i wonder..what to do..! Cricinfo was the only hope left for me!(but instead of watching u r reading ..u can understand my feeling!)
While i saw the score 32/0, i felt like ,"starting is good,they are really now playing today!can't we WIN!!!"

After Bangladesh lost her 1st wicket, me and my sis started watching the game at her room[thank god her ward was over:)]
Trust me when ever Bangladesh lost a wicket, i was just thinking of who is LEFT! I think whole nation was thinking like same....and praying for BD team!
Aftab, Ashraful and Mashrafi(pagla) ...three bating heroes of the day! At the last over Ashraful needed 13 runs...me and Eva(my sis)were thinking like 6 balls.....ASH had to play either 3fours and 1run or 1six+1four+3ones!.....
but ASH was out at the first ball of the over! I feel so sad for him..only 13 runs away from his another century....87 out of only 83 balls!!!!!!!

But apart from that i like the way he leads other to bat at the crease..that's what we desire from him all the time.......and first time i felt like now ASH is showing that he is no more immature

After we got the victory...i was jumping on Eva's BED! and she was trying to sleep..heewaa..
Well I wish i could also join the celebrating team at TSC..cell phone was the last hope to shout with friends!:(

Well,in the evening, most of the boyz had coloured hair!(as last night was holy ;)_and BD Jerseys are all over the campuses...
I felt so excited that i decided to write blog very seriously!!hahaha

Nahid was telling me.."well that's nice that u r not start playing CRICKET!!!" ;)

well through out the MATCH..one thing made me proud..and that is, the whole stadium was shouting "BANGLADESH..BANGLADESH...."and we can hear it !! so LOUD! (one can easily think that they are playing in BANGLADESH!!)

MY dear TIGERS..I am really very proud of U....:D